Recent times haven't been so easy. It's hard when you have a very close friend in hospital, her very life hanging in a balance of whether she can handle the day in front of her or not. Mood swings can be hard to handle, but it's even harder to handle the looks on her family's faces as they have to deal with it closer to home. It's hard when your best friend's family is going through a bad spot also to do with illness and hardship and you can't ((and she can't)) do anything because they're in a different country. It's hard when you feel like you're failing math or some other subject that seems impossible and pointless and school seems like that horrid jail you're dragging your feet to every weekday with hardly a ray of sunlight in the sky.
Good is good.
All the time.
No matter your day ((that last paragraph has been my past couple of months in a nutshell...)), you're here. You're still alive. You have so much to be thankful for. No matter your situation. Just the fact that you're reading this blog proves that you have access to a computer, which is the base of civillisation as we know it ((at least from my point of view... haha =) )). God has truely blessed you, even if you haven't thought about it today. Even if you didn't ask for it.
If you've had a crap day go read some Psalms. They seem to help me. I love them. Haha.
I have more to say but Mom's egging me to get to sleep.
Realise how blessed you are!
((For more on that kind of subject, go check out Dan Sheed's
blog on myspace. www.myspace.com/dansheed.
BYE.
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